If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side.
See, I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it to my heart.
Is it just me?
Did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you was just a waste of time
Or was it in my head?
I'm reading into things you never said.
'cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it to my heart.
And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself
We're perfect in every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart
Oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart.
'cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you.
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it to my heart.
I can't break it to my heart
'cause I can't break it to my heart